Hai, my heart diary...
Huhu, lama tak menjengah ruangan dalam hati..
Maybe will be closed temporarily till after Eid..
Nak kena renovation, kasi cuci2 hati bagi bersih menjelang Ramadhan
I don't like to pressure people & I think if I have some meaning in their life, they will show it through their actions without being asked what to do or so on.
Sometimes people looks on my outward appearances.
I seems so calm, though on emotional stress, & seems cheerful
But it is to cover from what in my innermost state of mind, soul & heart
I got to control my outward looks - as I carry my family name
I got to make my parents proud of me. I cannot show my weakness to others.
I still gotta lot to do, to help other people who in need, who need my counsel, motivation.
Sometimes people said when you are too kind, you will be in a problem.
It may be true, when my bona-fide intention to help my friend had been misunderstood
Nothing to regret when u do good deeds, hope only from God that will return the favour to us.
But life offer us with a great opportunity.
When will my frozen time in my heart being melt again by chance. When will my heart become warm again & the bloods start to flow to my very deep vein..?